by: Liveghn

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If you're reading this then I finally did it. I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye. There was no time. Understand I was stressed. Living day to day was hard and I gave it my best, but there was nothing left. For me in this world to convince me to stay and now I'm long gone away. Don't you do that. Don't you start them tears. Just remember all the time we've spent over the years. Never cry. Never think bad of me Just say your prayers every day in my memory. I'm sure its helping me. To earn my feathers to get some wings. And a halo and A harp and angelic things. And even though I'm gone, and outa site. just remember, I'm gonna be alright. I'm alright. And if you should die, don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside. I'm alright and when you cry, Don't break down. And keep me inside of your mind. Left outside. Never knew what I was feelin. Now every day you lay in bed starin at your sealin. But you don't see me no more. You can feel your heart with memories and things from before. But every body got a burbison life to survive and when the sunrise. You wont live to see another day. Just don't follow me. Live life your own way. Its been said, and if you forget. Get the picture with the cord around my neck. See me on the ground and I'm stuck but its cool, that's where I wanna be. Just keep the drama in hand but outa site and know that, I'ma be alright.

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-Freak-

I am a freak.
A missfit of the world.
This is no mistake.
I feel so curled.
Into a ball
Of which is being Hurled.
Slammed into a wall.
It hurtz so much.
Like a knife through my skin,
Or like a gentle touch,
Locked in a pin.
I need it too much.
A loud scream to my ears.
Like a baby crying.
Pain I hear.
Theres no denying.
Locked up in a chain.
It is so tight!
Its cutting curculations to my brain.
You might think,
I'll go insane.
Put it this way,
You will remember my name.
FrEaK

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-Still Waiting-

Life, Sneak up to kick you behind the knees
Love, The one and only true disease
Sure you've heart it before,
But Now i'm sick
and so very sore.

Hearing about the accidents on T.V.
Trying to listen,
To words of which are never seen.
Only becuz my problem is,
I cannot pay attension
Stuck staring in your eyes,
And holding a just sharpened knife,
To my throat.
Of which has seemed to be there for so long.
Feeling as if i choke.
I sing a song
In my head
Singing the same old beat
Over and over again.
Starts to repeat.
Why does it beat like this?
Maybe I am juz waiting,
Waiting for that moment,
That one kiss.
How long will I search?
For that moment.
How long will I hurt?
The pain is too violent!
Will I break down in tears yet tonight?
Or will I forever keep it silent?
Obviously i will keep it again inside.
Treasure it so dearly.
I wanna cry.
O so Feircly!
So let me take your hand.
Dont let me let you go.
Could you ever understand?
How i will love you so?
Please O please!
Dont let me let you go.
Well, If you do
Just let me know.
When I meet you.
You will know you have my heart,
You will know its true.
Not just in only one part.
If you hold my heart,
You'll need to know,
That right from the start,
Our love will grow.

While i write these wordz,
I break into tears inside.
Oh why do I hurt?
Why cant I cry?

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People, Places, Faces
My life in words and phrases
all i've thought and all i've known
treasured dreams i call my own
all i love
and all i fear
kept safe inside my heart and soul right here

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-kiss goodnight-

I Climbed up the door,
opened the stairs,
said my pajamas,
and put on my prayerz.
I switched off my bed,
and jumped in my light,
All becuz he kissed me goodnight.

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