back      next -Still wish we could start over-< I can't become numb. She's all I can see. I can't breath when she's near. I can't be when all I hear is my fear of this truth. No pitchers of her but the one in my mind. The stiches she gave me were torn with the bind. I just can't find myself untill I get her the fuck out of my mind. I CAN'T SLEEP WITH THESE KNIVES IN MY BACK. They hurt so bad. 2002©imperfectworldcreations